something couldn't be change

Why don't you ask me ... How long I've been waiting ...
And still I go on like this ... day after day ... year after year ...
waiting for miracles ... and shaking with fear ...

My name ... your name ... still the same ...

There is nowhere to stop ... anywhere on this road ...

And your eyes fall rain ... from pain ... from the pain ...
I say never again ... never again ...
And I hope You could say so ... to me.

real enemy

the thief who steals my happiness ...
is the inner thief ...  the one inside my mind ...
the one I have cherished since the beginning of time ...

message to You

when someone loves you ... the way they say your name is different ...
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.

grief

they say grief occurs in five stages
first they denial …
... followed by anger
then comes bargaining ...
... and depression
for most ... the final stage of grief is ... acceptance
... for me ... the final stage of grief is ... death.

natural born sad people

happiness is implausible ... human being seem like couldn't be happy ...
if i say ... my life is sucks ... full of sadness . melancholy . depressed ...
people will have the faith in it ... they may thought ... it's natural ...
when i say ... i am happy ... nobody will believe ... neither do i ...

existence

outing with Pan 5/11/2012 . 15:51                 

how to disappear completely ... tell me ... please ...

earthing

i just want to be a clean earth being ... now you see me ...
i am empty ... empty as ... your promises ...

rebellious

that behaviour ... could'nt be change ... ever ... never ... forever ...
this is ... who I am ... I knew it ... from The Beginning ...

panic dream

tell me please ... somebody ... where am i ...
is an incubus ... the dream that i use to had ...
i woke up ... and no one else around ...
i am scare ... terrific panic ...
i scream as loud as i can ... but ... nobody there ...
all the human being ...  had been dead ...
i beg to you ... please ... don't leave me behind ...
let me die together ... with all the people in here ...